Lay me down and as i drift i'll think of things
how i wish they were
as the tears spill over and the pain is deep
youre the one who was to blame.
As you're there, having fun
i'm here sitting in pain.
You don't know it
You never will.
If you were to understand,
it would be helpful. But you can't
You're having fun now
and i'm here alone.
To be there for me all the time
is a lot to ask so i don't
I want you there as much as possible and when i need you most.
But you're not here.
in fact you're nowhere to be found.
I look forward to your texts the most.
and now they're starting to disappear.
Bring them back.
You're what i have and what i love. Please don't leave me.